Welcome to the SANE forums! It's great to have you here and thanks for telling the community a bit about yourself. It sounds like you are really struggling so good on you for reaching out for support here. I'm sure the forum members will be able to offer you support, information and connection. I'm the moderator on duty right now. Feel free to ask the SANE forum team or the members if you need help with how to use the forum. You might like to check out the Guidelines as they can be pretty useful in understanding how it all works https://saneforums.org/t5/help/faqpage#community-guidelines.
I too have been coming off medication for anxiety and panic attacks, so I can change medication. So I understand partly what you are saying, the hardest part is doing .it alone in lock down. Do you find that some days it's just too hard to anything except sleep or "cat nap" even if you have had an early night. I have noticed that around noon I can force myself to do a couple of chores. Hope things start to pick up for you xx
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